I don't know who's in charge of my life, what to call, what to admit--

me? You? The Good Devil or the flawed War God, stars or Chaos, who do I look to for help?

Who ever you are, in charge of my life, please guide me to be more helpful. Either way, if it's me, if it's Not At All, please: help me be a bit more useful, less oblivious, destructive, and useless. This much I beg of thee~ if not to know who it is i'm talking to, just a little better.