I feel lost with you
alone like i've left everyone I felt good with for the sake of you
I come back to the idols i've left behind
hoping to inject some life in them
empty temples
where once it was so alive
I turned my head for a moment in the hopes of catching you
on the way in
and when I turned back
all the music and light was gone
only an empty room remained
and a long trek back to town

I layed down, take a nap by myself
nothing hurts more than sleeping for lack of engaged company
I layed down
too far to even cry
not bad enough to have to die
just enough to feel Empty outside

I could have sworn
there was something I was supposed to do
something crucial that had to be said
I am waiting.

waiting for the one from whom everything can come
waiting for the onw from who there is no exhaustion
waiting for the cause to make growing seem right
who knows what's going to be?